A quick catch up does everyone the world of good!

I have had the most lovely catch ups with the most wonderful friends this week! Not much makes me happier than spending time with the people I love. And I love these guys very very much indeed! Each one of them mean so much to me for different reasons, and I am eternally grateful for their friendships! Make sure you tell your friends you love them each and every day because life is so short and we don't always thinks we get the chance or the time. Rubbish excuse! X

Proud girlfriend:

My favourite mister getting ready for his run, forever proud xx

What to write about:

I've always wanted to create a blog, to write about things which are important to others. However, now I have one, I'm usually cluess on what to write! I don't want to post what make up I wear, or what films I love to watch every day; I want to write something that actually matters. 

The main thing I want out of my life is to have a family with Louis, having a child one day in the future will make me. Although there is something else, and that is to help others. Each day all I want is to truly help someone, the feeling I get when I do, is amazing. I can never explain the feeling of making a difference to someone's life, even if it's just for a few minutes. Everyone is going through some sort of struggle, weather it's big or small. So be open minded, and never judge too quickly, xx

P.S, Hello my dears, Lucy and Ben! xxxxxx

Hello again world!

Hello! I haven't updated my blog in what feel like forever! Well to start it off, I'm on top of the world! I couldn't be happier. Meeting old friends, my friends gorgeous girlie will be 1 years old soon, works going great! How can I not be happy? The weather has been beautiful where I am today, in hull. Gorgeous blue sky with sunshine above me all day, a little chilly though! I think sunshine automatically sends out good vibes doesn't it..to anyone! I don't think I'm posting about anything inparticular to be honest! I just want to express how happy I am, but there are no words for this feeling! It's nearly Easter, seeing all of the yellow daffodils everywhere cheers everyone up, it does me anyway! There's nothing better than walking down the street seeing a bunch of dafodils in a garden! So, Happy Easter! :-) xx

My idols, Mcfly:

Mcfly are my absolute inspirations. I have loved these four men for 10 whole years, I feel like I have grown up with them. They are such a big part of my life. The feeling of going to one of their concerts is the most wonderful feeling in the whole world. When Mcfly come on stage and start to sing, I feel at home. I feel like the whole outside world doesn't exist and for the next two hours, everything in the world is good, there can be no bad. When I was younger, I used to be unconfident, in so many aspects of my life. I would never admit to my friends what music I liked, or what clothes I really liked; I would just do anything to fit in: Sad really. When I got home from school, I would sit in my room and listen to mcfly. Then, I was confident. Then, I was myself. Mcfly were my biggest escape route. I was their biggest fan. 10 years down te line and mcfly still mean the world to me. The emotions that run through my body when I'm at a Mcfly concert is brilliant, something you will never experience if you have no real connection with a band. People who don't have this bond, don't understand. They just think you're 'obsessed', but really- they're a part of your life, just like your friends and family. These four men have taught me to be myself, they're the most inspirational men in the world. They will forever have a part of my heart. 

Laughter:

Laughter is so important in life, how can someone possibly go through life without laughing each day? Something must make you smile.

For me, it's Louis. Not a single day goes by without him making me laugh so hard I nearly cry, and I only see him 2 and a half days in a week! I think laughter and smiling makes you a more positive person, the time I've spent with Louis has made me realise just how short life is, and how much we new laughter in our lives! It gives you this boost that no amount of pills will give you! So if you have someone or something who makes you laugh every single day, you hold onto that, whatever it may be. Because we need to laugh, we need to let the little things go and just be happy, feel life, and be free. There's no greater feeling than cracking up into tears because your laughing that hard! 

A picture to think about:

Just a little picture I like, which I wanted to share with you all. 

The next step:

So have you ever been so in love with someone you don't even know how to explain that feeling? Well, me too! Just over two years a go I fell in love with my best friend, and even more amazingly, I fall in love with him a little more every day! Way too soppy, I know! I've never known anyone like him, he has made me laugh every day for as long as I've known him, is there any wonder I'm the positive little being I am today? Blame Louis! Anyway, the point i'm getting at, is that were at a stage in our lives where we're both ready to save up to move in together! This might be something you hear people talking about everyday, but to me, this is a massive next step in my life which I am so excited about! So I thought I would share it with you all! Were saving up for a deposit on a house..how grown up am I! So there it is, we're moving forward, just like life does, every day, passing by. So fingers crossed in two years time we will be moving in to our home, wherever that may be, to continue our journey! 

We live and learn:

So everyone reading this no doubt has been through something in their lives, no matter how big or how small, we've all had to deal with things that at the time, we weren't really sure of what to do, how to cope. Now most people think of this as a negative, some people will regret these hard times, some people will just want to forget them. But I'm asking you not too! Just think about it, whatever the situation,  you will get past it! And learn so much from it! The negative parts in our lives are just as important as the positive ones, they teach you strength, new ways to cope, they brighten up your future. I personally have been through some horrible, dark times. Some of you reading may know about, as at the time I had wonderful friends who told everybody about it. How hard would that be? Going through a really hard time in your life, telling someone you trust, and them going around telling everyone? Well I tell you something, it made me 100X stronger! So I thank that person, a lot! I'm now in a place where I'm happy to talk about my past, 7 years on and I have nothing but positive feelings about life, why shouldn't we? Everything we go through, as human beings, we will rise above it one day, however hard things may seem at the time, I assure you things will always get better! Stay positive and remember this, x

A little friend of mine:

My new lover, something every one needs to try if you have dry, dead hair! My hair is just ridiculous, if you know me, you know how much hair spray I use! A good bottle a week! And my hair, well, I dye it more than I should, I've had it blue..red, purple, brown, blonde.. Basically I needed something to sort my hair out! So I purchased this little beauty, I love it that much, I've also bought some Bed Head shampoo and conditioner! I could see me getting a little too into Bed Head...

The Glad Game:

Okay so I've watched Pollyanna, what a brilliant film!? I've always loved the thought of Pollyanna, a perfectly positive young girl who sees the goodness in everything. 

What is life if we can not see the goodness in everything that is thrown our way? Okay so some things may be easier to detect goodness in that others, but I assure you there is goodness in everything!

Those of you wonderfully positive people who have watched Pollyanna, will know 'The Glad Game', those of you have not seen it; it's simple: Give me a situation, any negative situation? Then I will tell you what there is to be glad about that situation! It works, I swear! 

Here's an example: 

'It's raining, terribly! My cars broke down and my signal has gone, there are no other cars or people in sight until morning when the news shop opposite me opens, what on earth is there to be glad about?!'

Okay, so how negatively rubbish does that sound?! What is there to be glad about...

It's raining, I may not particularly like it but 1. It's certainly good for the plants, and 2. How lucky are we in this country to actually get rain! Atleast were not in a droubt.. Okay so my car is broke, but I'm sure to get it to the garage tomorrow and how great is it that not only have I passed my test, but I have an actual car! Luckier than some.. Okay so sitting in a car all night sounds a little boring, especially without a phone? but it gives me time to think, about all the brilliant things in life, and just think, when the news shop opens, CHOCOLATE BARS ARE CALLING, yum!' 

So you see, there is always something to be glad about, in any situation, we just need to find it first. 

 

Sometimes we need to let life just..Be:

I think in this life, we sometimes worry more than we need too. Sometimes we need to step back from a situation and think, 'it's okay, how can I deal with this without getting stressed, or making a big deal out of it when there's really no need?' 

This is something my mother has taught me, to be patient, and to consider every aspect of a problem, 'things are not always black and white' she often says. But; how true is that? We can not look at a young girl with a baby and call her names, do we know that this girl hasn't been raped? Or forced too look after her younger sibling? This society judge very single person, every single detail going on, and I don't think we can ever get away from that, so I've learned to deal with it. There are going to be some cruel, 'heartless' people in the world, but there's not much I can do about that.

People learn, people change, people grow up. So next time your stressing out, worrying, thinking it's the end of the world- step back, breath, and recognize that it is not the end of the world, that it is in fact a small detail in a whole universe that can, actually be solved. All we need to do is stay positive, right?

I delivered:

Okay so I said this was my next project, not a big one..but a project all the same, and I delivered! I covered my lamp in buttons. Looks pretty cool I think?! If anyone has any other suggestions for my 'next' project', let me know! 

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A little dream of mine:

Okay so I have this little dream that one day I will have my 'music thigh' as I like to call it, completed. This is going to be my whole right though, filled of meaningful tattoos, all to do with music! So; so far, I have 3, I have a quote out of a Fleetwood Mac song, which runs across my thigh;
 'Don't stop thinking about tomorrow'. Secondly I have my beautiful sunshine, with a little man/angel, walking on top of it, obviously from the song, 'I'm walking on sunshine' 
And thirdly, my McFly microphone! Which I love oh so much, so there you go; my dream one day is to build this up and create an artwork of meaningful music tattoos! 

To my disappointment:

Okay so I've had a bit of a restless night, thinking about this bloomin' camera! (Sad it know!) 
I purchased this delightful little thing a week ago, it came within a couple of days, to my excitement I rip open the box, pull out the instructions and get it up and running!.. 
Now everything was simple, I placed the film in correctly..which are very expensive! which you'll know if anyone reading this has had one before! I take my first photo, (just a tester, nothing exciting) and to my disappointment, it came out..white. 
'Okay' I thought, (putting a Pollyanna spin on it) 'not to worry, I'll try again!' So I did.. Again..and again.. Until I wasted 5, yes 5 films! Okay so that doesn't sound much but they're bloody expensive! So I emailed the place I purchased it from..no reply. 'Okay stay calm..breath breath breath!' A day later I call, a man answered and was most helpful so I start thinking okay this is getting sorted! Yey! He says they'll call back and sort everything out for you, this was a couple of days a go.. now can you see my disappointment! so fingers crossed for me guys, that he rings, sorts it all out, and that's that!  

My next project:

So here's my next project! Not a hard one, by all means- but should be fun! I have a little thing about buttons you see, so I've come to the conclusion I'll need to use them soon, and stop hoarding them! So I think ill create a nice pattern on my current lamp- more fool me if it goes wrong! I'll be lampless.... 

Getting started:

Okay so I've 'sort of' got my blog going, I've created my first post, (second now!) and off I go! Wish me luck! 

'Believe you can and you're halfway there'

This should be everyone's motto in life: 'Believe you can and you're halfway there'.

Your given life for a reason, don't take the piss out of it. Respect it, and good things will happen!
People need to start believing in themselves, in every aspect of their life. I've been in that place, where I did everything but respect my life, everything but believe in myself: but where I am right now in my life, this place: right here- I would not change a thing! I think of myself as a 'Pollyanna' (a film which I have actually yet to see!) however I get the gist of it, as my mother has told me.. Time.. And time.. Again, Pollyanna- she puts a positive spin on everything in life! Why not try that? 

Hence my blog: pollyanname.

I've never done a blog before, not really, not for me, or about me: so here I go! 
Enjoy,xxxxxxxxxx